Chill Time

If you know me, you know that I am always "on the go". I always have to find something "to do" and can't just sit around watching TV or "wasting time". Well, since I had my surgery on May 11, I have done hardly anything at all since May 11. It's been almost 2 weeks since my surgery. I have been "out" one night to Evan's house, but other than that and the doctor, I have been couped up inside my room.

It really stinks because I feel like I'm wasting time if I just sit in my room all day. But, it's good to relax and have time alone. This is what I have wanted all school year! I am trying to enjoy it. I ordered a ukulele today so hopefully I'll pick that up. :-) I also have canvases to paint. And plenty of thinking to do too. And Jesus. I don't know what I'd be thinking without Him.

God is definitely trying to show me something through all this. I just need to take a chill pill and realize he's God and he's in control. I'm not in control and need to find peace and comfort in that.